29 November 2008
stupid device called a phone
wazzah...
i feel so aimless, i've got no motivation in life.
i don't understand.is it really that difficult to reply an sms?
like for example, i asked a simple question like "do u wanna play soccer?"
is it so fucking difficult to just give me a 2 or 3 word reply like yes or no?
if u all can reply your girlfriend like a fucking composition long sms every 5 freaking mins, can't u just reply me a 2 or 3 letter word reply?
IT'S JUST 2 OR 3 FREAKING LETTERS! how fucking hard can it be?
okay let's calculate..take my phone for example.
first u need to press 2 keys to unlock the phone.
1 key to read the message.
1 key to press reply.
and if it's no, 2. yes, 3.
1 more key to send.
and 2 keys to lock the phone.
so it's a total of about 9 or 10 keys.
how much energy does it take u to press 9 or 10 fucking keys???
if u don't wanna reply, just tell me once and for all.
like "when u play soccer don't bother to ask me."
then i won't even bother to sms u.
wouldn't that save all the fucking trouble? and it would definitely save me my sms too.
to all those that replied me, thank u very much.i seriously appreciate it.at least it shows that for SOME PEOPLE, they can at least reply more than a simple yes or no.
i'm experiencing the worst days/weeks of my life.
i've never felt so fucked up before.
i know i'm screwed up.
i wish that didn't happen or at least i didn't know about it.
then maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad.
i realised that it feels so much worse when a close friend does something that hurts u as compared to getting dumped by a girl and all that other shit.
i only pretended that i wasn't really affected by what u said but the truth is, it hurts like hell.
recorded at 3:57 PM
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