30 September 2008
it's over, forget it
WAZZAH!
what i said in the last post was in a moment of anger..but still, the feeling of getting pangseh really sucks and i don't like it.so u should also understand how i feel and i'm not totally at fault here for scolding u.whatever is said and done.i can't take back my words now.so i'm just gonna say sorry.whatever i said in the previous post, i didn't mean it.my anger always gets the better of me.
SORRY DENAN, REEVE AND CLARE.
anyways, ice prep wasn't so bad afterall(: i hope u guys will go for the actual camp man.it will definitely make it more enjoyable.take care guys..i really suck at being a good friend sometimes, please forgive me.
recorded at 6:27 PM
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29 September 2008
maximum sian-ness and i'm fucking pissed off right now
WAZZAH!
kanina lah..i shouldn't have agreed to go in the first place.now,i've got to decide..if i go, it might be damn sian cos i don't know any one of the other helpers going..u all might be saying, "make new friends lah!" fuck it man...i'm anti-social.hahaha.and if i don't go, it will be damn bastard cos i already promised amron and obviously he's short of helpers so the least we can do is to help him.and i'm not like some people.pangseh...
THANKS AH REEVE..ask me to go then now u cannot go.honestly, from my point of view i think it's more of don't want as compared to cannot.is work really that impt? why need so much money when u don't really use it? rmb u told maureen that if end up u can't go,i'm gonna beat u up? i seriously feel like doing that right now...SERIOUSLY..and denan isn't going as well cos apparently the ipc lab is closed on wednesday, thursday and friday.GREAT...perfect timing..
i still haven't decided though..amron if u happen to read my blog and u can't contact me tmr.i'm sorry man, cos i'll be MIA..i wanna try being MIA for once.it seems like fun cos some people like to fucking do it..yeah, u know who i'm talking about..this is what i get for being nice to people.don't fucking take me for granted man...
fuck it man..if any of u reading my blog is thinking of always trying to be nice, think again..u're gonna get screwed..
and some people that screw u over wont even bother to say sorry.the rest who says sorry, well...if saying sorry helps, it would do me a million favours.sorry doesn't make it easier for me to make a decision, sorry doesn't change anything..sorry doesn't help one fucking bit.btw, all those hahahs and lols, i don't really mean them.its only a habit cos i sound fucking attitude without them.in fact, i was fucking pissed and i still am.
if i had a fucking gun right now, i'd fucking put it in my mouth and blow my fucking head off.along with all of yours..yeah, don't forget.i wanna be a fucking psycho killer when i grow up.
recorded at 12:53 AM
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12 September 2008
all the same
WAZZAH!!!
i am an angry guy, i lead an angry life..
she said don't wait for her because i will only be wasting my time..
i guess they are all the same..they only reply when they feel like it and only look for u when they need u..all those excuses..all bullshit..
i might be better off without a phone..don't blame me if i don't reply any of your messages in future..i can't be bothered with this anymore..i've had enough..
recorded at 9:32 PM
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