24 June 2008
20 random facts
WAZZAH!!!
apparently, denan said alot of people tagged me to do this but i didn't realised..until now.so here goes...
Write 20 facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.
1.please don't worry about me,i'm fine.that's what i always say but i was never fine..
2.my dad was a millionaire when i was a kid..notice the word 'was'.
3.i think that 20 is fucking alot of random facts to write about myself.
4.wanted to run every morning of the holidays but ended up only running on the FIRST DAY!!! hahaha
5.thanks to my fyp, i fucking hate pro-e.
6.listening to go on girl by ne-yo right now,starting to like it very much..
7.had a bad day today, that's why i'm doing this random facts shit..cos i'm bored
8.i used to be a high jumper in pri sch.unbelievable? believe it..
9.i wanna be a professional Luger
10.i seriously hope my dad let's me drive by myself real soon,cos i fucking need to use the car..
11.i'm a bum.jolene tried persuading me to study but she failed miserably.hahaha
12.what?! i'm only at 12?! damn,i'm slow.i usually blog really fast but keep adding stuff in when i remember that i missed out smth.
13.paranoid, think too much.
14.actually,i don't really know what to write about, so i take reference from some of denan's.copy i mean..hahah.
15.i hate sch! well, who doesn't?
16.and i agree with denan.i want an exclamation mark in my name too!
17.i might be short, but something else i have isn't.WAHAHAHA
18.i'm still single.all my life..
19.hopefully, i can train in time to join denan for a marathon.
20.finally..i wanna go to NTU to watch the dance comp this saturday and support a friend.anyone wanna come along?
i took less than a minute to do this.so i shouldn't have to tag anyone.besides,most of the people i can tag have already done it.but i'm still gonna tag someone just for the fun of it.
jolene(:
you've been tagged! do it!
hahaha
recorded at 11:17 PM
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such a fool
WAZZAH!
anyone got 20bucks and a saturday to spare? let me know alrights..thanks(:
i screwed up today.i don't know what i'm doing.maybe not being able to see u for so long is getting to me.i know that u need your own space sometimes and i can't always wanna meet u,msg u or whatever.missing u too much,just wanted to meet u.nxt time if u tell me not to wait, i won't.sorry for being stubborn and waiting like a fool.i guess it was too much, i won't make u irritated like that again,i won't do it again.being so stubborn all the time isn't the way either.i realised that now.sorry, oliver is such a fool.please forgive me(:
take the light and darken everything around me
call the clouds and listen closely i'm lost without you
call your name every day when i feel so helpless
i've fallen down but i'll rise above this, rise above this
recorded at 8:52 PM
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22 June 2008
more luging
WAZZAH!!!
reached habourfront at abt 10 30 yesterday, was heading to rasa sentosa.but the rest were late except for zaid and fengyuan, so we had no choice but to hang around until they arrived.huixian checked in with the hotel and we waiting there for the rest.kinda boring at first, playing daidee and all..thought amron, asyiq, farhan and alvin were coming but they didn't turn up.hahah
went for a swim at about 5+.pushed eugene into the pool while his specs was still on and it ended up sinking to the bottom of the 2.1m pool, so i dived down to retrieve it back.kicked zaid in the face in the pool while he was trying to grab my leg.reflex action man...not my fault.wanted to do front flips, back flips and such but there was a lifeguard there.damn...
was gonna head to vivo for dinner but ended up going for a luge race first.this time it's a different category.according to eugene, it's called street luge.saturday night races are gonna be very dangerous.the track is crowded with noob lugers and they just block up the whole damn track.eugene, zaid, huixian and me had a hard time avoiding the traffic while racing at the same time.the feeling beats day racing and night racing hands down..we actually wanted to count how many people we overtook while racing down but during the race, it was too fast and we had too little time to react to avoid the traffic and we definitely didn't have time to count how many noobs we overtook.but it was seriously dangerous.all of us got into a near accident at least once during the race down.i bet those people that saw us zoomed past had the shock of their lives.hahaha.
the 4 of us lined up in a row and set off at the same time.as usual, my straight downhill acceleration beat all of them and i took the lead.while avoiding the traffic, we also had to look out for each other and pay attention to the track.at the second turn, eugene cut onto the rocky path at the side to overtake me and at the same time knocking me to the side, allowing huixian and zaid to overtake me as well.went down the next few turns avoiding the traffic and such, until at one turn there were 3 noobs in a row and eugene, zaid and huixian were ahead so they took the curve by the inside.it was too late for me as the inside was blocked so i had no choice but to take the outside, narrowly squeezing through 2 slow lugers.at the final straight stretch, i had so much speed that i overtook huixian and zaid while pulling my brakes alil too late, ended up hitting the side of the barrier at the finishing line while knocking into zaid as well..but i still ended up 2nd.congrats to eugene for winning.zaid and huixian claims that we're cheaters cos we knocked into them.hahaha.come on guys, don't be sore.it's all part of the game.
went for dinner at vivo after that and headed back to rasa sentosa..denan came at about 12 or so and we slacked for a bit then headed to the 7-11, near the koufu to get some food and drinks..spent the rest of the night playing daidee,bridge and sleeping.headed home at about 12pm today.thanks to huixian and zaid for the room and the planning.thanks to all those that came, especially denan.he came straight away after he landed in singapore and went home to unpack his stuff.made me feel kinda guilty after that, cos he could have spend his time doing other things with someone else.i was really glad he could make it.thanks dude,we're brothers for life.just realised holland lose 1 - 3 to russia when i got home.the euro 08 results is just so unexpected.
today is the last day of the holidays.fuck..back to school again.noticed smth fishy going on somewhere, maybe it'll develop into smth interesting.we'll see.hahah.i always ask myself, "when is it gonna be my turn?" well, i guess we'll nvr know..
i don't know what's happening to me.start to feel damn moodless when i'm all alone, bored and having nothing to do.keep thinking about you, wondering what happened, wishing you'd reply.seems like you won't tell me what's wrong..damn, imissyou.miss your voice and everything about you.it feels so empty.i feel terrible.it's killing me.hopefully u'll pick up my call after work, hopefully i can meet you on tuesday..
recorded at 5:18 PM
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20 June 2008
still the undefeated Luge champion
WAZZAH!!!
no worries guys, my family issues are resolved.i hope.
why do we even bother to show that we care for someone even though sometimes we're not even appreciated? sometimes we don't even get a thankyou or a reply but we still do it.the things we do for a friend..the sacrifices we make..why? maybe all we want is for them to treat us the same way as we treat them, maybe just a lil bit will do, to be there for us when we need them.the power of love or friendship, maybe? some of u guys might be thinking, "ohh damn, not all this karma bullshit again..."
finally!!! got to use my islander card again, after a very long time not using it.went to sentosa yesterday for a luge race with eugene, zaid, danial, jianyao, wenbin, alvin, toh and fatin.and i'm still the undefeated Luge champion! hahahah.congrats to eugene though, we had a really close fight till the end.dude, don't be sore man..it's just race strategy.hahaha.wasted, amron, denan, reeve and miswan couldn't make it.the usual race buddies..but the price has increased to 6 bucks per 2 way trip for islander card holders.damnit..they came out with a new card called the luge licence or smth like that.just have to apply for it and pass some luge test assessment or smth of that sort.and its free..maybe nxt time when everyone is gathered, we will apply for it.hahaha.like cool only.got 2 licence in my wallet nxt time, driving licence and luge licence.
the rest of the day spent at sentosa was kinda boring..so i won't blog abt it.moral of the story: don't go to sentosa when u have not enough sleep.btw, those 2 girls beside us were quite hot.hahaha.
damn disappointed that portugal lost 3 - 2 to germany.ricardo is lousy..
recorded at 9:50 AM
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08 June 2008
back to singapore
WAZZAH!!
returned to singapore yesterday night.went to kl for 2 days.on thursday night, they decided to meet at kranji mrt station at 6 30 but it was totally impossible for me because i couldn't even get to the nearest mrt station to begin with,so it was changed to 7am.and fatin emphasized not to be late, but guess what? she came the latest..hahaha.we took 170 to larkin bus terminal in jb and from there we took the konsortium coach to kl.we went to mac and dunkin donuts while waiting for the coach to depart the terminal.laughed like hell during the whole trip including the fair, unfair joke abt denan and the "chicken balls" joke..hahaha.we were just damn lame.
reached the kl bus terminal in the afternoon and as soon as we alighted, there was this gay taxi driver that kept trying to touch us or smth.wtf sia? go touch yourself, asshole..we took 2 cabs, cos we got 8 ppl, to the melia hotel just opposite berjaya times square.took a long time checking in cos of some money issues but we ended up booking one room.1 room 8 ppl share sia...after that, we went for lunch and shopped around at times square and sungei wang.less than 2 days isnt enough for shopping, just keep that in mind.hahah.too much to buy and not enough money also..so ended up only buying a new pair of shoes (cos my old pair is literally falling apart) and a white and blue stripe polo tee.denan and huixian even bought a cigar worth 43 ringgit.the cigar shop was freaking cool.spend the rest of the day slacking, crapping and laughing.denan and me were like fucking lame during the whole trip.training our 6pac again..
denan, fatin, zaid and me had to sleep on the floor in the room because the 2 couples occupied the 2 beds.they were like cuddling every chance they could get.as long as they were in the room, they were cuddling on the bed.okay...i know u all horny ah, but still....at least share the bed or smth ah sia..just a thought, but i think we should pay lesser for the room because we didn't occupy much space.hahaha.it i had a gf and she came along i would be doing that too.hahaha.but still......remind me next time not to go on a holiday with couples unless i'm going with my gf or smth.hahaha.
some people's mood swings are seriously scary..they can be all happy one moment and giving a black face the next, being emo and shit.seriously wtf?? relax ah...go holiday to enjoy yourself man.don't get angry so easily..
alot of funny shit happened in the hotel room..from pillow fights, to denan trying to get out of the room but getting stuck at the cupboard, to pretending we got wasted.while the couples were humping each other in their respective beds, the remaining four of us played bridge until we got bored and went to sleep.while everyone was already asleep, denan and me were still awake..talking abt asyiq's ass in mingjian's face during spinnovex.hahaha.asyiq should have just shit on his face or smth.hahaha.fucking funny..we just couldn't stop laughing.
the carpet floor was seriously dirty..scratching myself the whole time while trying to sleep and to add on to that, the aircon was freaking cold.we didn't have blankets..
went for breakfast/lunch the next day and headed home..
and today i realised that my parents don't keep their promises.what's the use of making promises u can't keep?
i didn't realised i would miss u so much, it was just 2 days..
recorded at 7:05 PM
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04 June 2008
freaky coincidence?
WAZZAH!!!
second post of the day because something freakishly coincidental just happened.i've been missing her alot today and i can't stop thinking about her.i've been trying very hard not to think about her from evening onwards, but guess what just happened?
my mum passed me a chinese newspaper article and asked me to help her check for something on the internet.it's a chinese newspaper so the words are all in chinese, EXCEPT the name of the person the article is about..and the name of the person in the article is exactly the name i've been trying so hard not to think about!!!! WTF? is this just a fucking coincidence or is it a sign? but what sign sia....stop playing these stupid tricks on me u fucker! it's not funny..what the hell are u trying to tell me?? can u just fucking tell me straight in the face?
hais, so confused...
recorded at 10:35 PM
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i wish i knew
WAZZAH!!!
*departmental store announcement music*
warning, i might be high and crazy right now due to emo overdose (same effect as drug overdose, just in case u're wondering).
i fucking hate pro-e..just one fucking 2-d drawing had to be fucking redrawn abt 6 to 8 fucking times just because it couldn't be fucking saved.just let me fucking save the fucking drawing and get on with my fucking life, damnit.fucking fyp is making my fucking life so much more fucking miserable.
count the number of 'fucking' inside that paragraph if u want to.prizes will be given out.1st prize, psp or nds.2nd prize, ipod.3rd prize, cold hard cash.first come, first serve basis.
today at lunch, denan was telling me abt nostradamus' philosophy that the world is gonna end in 2012 or something like that..hmm, i wonder if that will come true.but if it could be scientifically proven, what would u do if u know when u're gonna die? what would u do for your loved ones? how would u fulfill your dreams? how about me? i will probably ..................................................................................................................... blog about it next time.hopefully before 2012.hahaha
*yesterday, all my trouble seems so far away~...*
yesterday, we were talking abt how sometimes when we're sms-ing and the other person takes a really long time to reply or doesn't reply at all (especially when it's a girl), we'll read through what we sent earlier and start to wonder if we said something wrong.if u're busy it's understandable, but if u're rotting away at home how busy can u possibly get? it probably won't take more than an hour or two to reply.and we're still wondering why.anyone care to tell us? even denan agrees with me on this, although he was once like that..hahaha
for people who think too much, like denan and i, it's quite difficult for us to assume that there's nothing wrong with our msg.paranoia is a disturbed thought process, characterized by excessive anxiety or fear.that's what we suffer from, but we can't help it, it's part of our personality.hahah
it feels kinda weird not msging u the whole day,feels as though something is missing..if only there was a free unlimited sms plan, then maybe we could msg forever and ever...hahaha
too much of a good thing is a bad thing.get that in your head, boy.stop doing this to yourself,cause u're the only one suffering..
it's okay, i get bored and pissed with myself at times as well, so i understand.
if 'missing u' is 'lame', then i must be lame.6 days and counting...how many more will it be?
if u're thinking of claiming the prize for counting the number of 'fucking', i've got two words for u.DREAM ON..hahaha.maybe i'll give u after 2012, if we're still alive.
recorded at 7:04 PM
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03 June 2008
new
WAZZAH!!!
this day started kinda sucky and boring too..fyp in the late morning to afternoon.had botak jones for lunch and hariz drove us back to sch.after fyp went to club to slack a while, while waiting for amron.
after that went to meet some BE people at cine and we ate LJS again..twice in 3 days.got to meet new and friendly ppl.talk crapp and laughed like hell.like amron always say, "laugh until got 6pac".hahaha.that's all for today.maybe going to accompany denan to run..i mean he run while i cycle.hahaha.what a lazy bum huh...
i realised something, emo-ness is all a cycle.when somebody emo finish and is happy again, there will always be someone else that will fall into the trap and start to become emo..just like the smoker's cycle.when one smoker quits, another smoker will appear.hahaha
recorded at 11:40 PM
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useless
WAZZAH!
and i just had to do that...
monophobia is an acute fear of being alone and having to cope without a specific person, or perhaps any person, in close proximity.
i suffer from that.i have an acute fear of being alone and having to cope without u.hahaha.well, that makes me kinda useless, doesn't it?
i wish i knew what to do to cheer u up.feel so useless sometimes,can't cheer u up when u're sad.all i could say was, "dont be sad pls.smile okay? (: it isn't always your fault." like that's gonna cheer anyone up..hahh.i guess your mood really affects me.knowing that u're sad but not being able to do anything just makes it worse.if there is a moment when i don't think of u, it will only be when my mind isn't functioning anymore.
déjà vu also called paramnesia, is the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously or when an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has repeated itself.yeah, that just happened to me.doesn't it happen to most of u too? sometimes our mind let's us see a lil bit of our future.hmm, i wonder why...maybe one day in our dreams, we'll see the scene just before our death and it will happen the very next day.that will be cool.cause we'll know how we die..
recorded at 1:06 AM
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01 June 2008
quite a funny day
WAZZAH!!
woke up at abt 12 today.watched the guardian on HBO and jumper after that.rot at home for the rest of the day..
when to cityhall starbucks to chill for abit at 8 30.thought huishan was coming but she got lazy, i think..hahah.ordered the usual chocolate cream chip frapp, my favourite starbucks drink.slacked for a while, talked for abit and left at 11.
this is where the funny part comes in..when we were walking from suntec starbucks to the mrt station, there was this weirdo acting like he was driving a car, including sound effects and all..the sound effects was quite gd actually.but he was just weird..he raced down the escalator and followed the walls as if the walls were the race circuit.maybe he preparing for the F1 race ah...hahaha.this is how part of his race circuit goes..it goes down the new underpass from suntec,passing through citylink mall and up the escalator to the marina square entrance.that's the part of the circuit i saw.maybe it goes a long way more..he was covered in sweat and had a bottle of water in his hand.i think he has a 100 lap endurance race to finish..we should have raced with him just now, then at least he wouldn't be so lonely and it seems like fun.hahaha.i think he took his driving test a million times and could never get his licence, then he lost his mind and spends his time "racing" around the cityhall area without a car.what an interesting fella..
on the train home, there was this really cute kid that was saying byebye to random strangers on the train before alighting..even said byebye to me.hahah.
recorded at 12:25 AM
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