01 July 2008

mixed feelings

WAZZAH!!!

played soccer with asyiq, khalis, zaki and alvin today.after so long, finally get to play soccer again.play a while only tired already.hahaha.smoke too much..

shisha with denan, amron, farhan, fatin, zaid, miswan, toh and puppy, huixian and psychotic hamster(: yesterday..hahaha.shiok

btw, i have decided.i'm not gonna quit for u or anyone else, maybe only for myself in the future.as the saying goes, "once a smoker, always a smoker".that's oliver for u..i know exactly what u're doing, but i'm just keeping quiet.cause i don't really care anymore.i'm seriously feeling damn lousy now.but i don't wanna emo over this stupid thing anymore.sick and tired..and i so agree with what farhan says.damn, what's the use of having friends that can't be bothered to reply u, won't answer your call or don't even wanna meet u? just rmb, if u ever need me, i'll be there for u.but u don't have to be there for me, cause it doesn't matter(:

mixed feelings, mixed fruits, mixed...what else is mixed?

recorded at 9:51 PM

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