28 July 2008

emo | ome

WAZZAH!!!

finally! an update.after i don't know how long..(lazy to count)

to be emo or not.your choice..

emo:

starting to feel sick of the way u treat me, i guess maybe it's becoming too much for me to take..it so happened that i was there for u when u needed someone to msg because someone else wouldn't reply or u had to wait really long for that person to reply.i was always there for u.i was always there to help u when u needed help here and there.and we hung out together quite alot.but slowly, i guess u started to get bored or smth..when u ask for help now, i'll still do my best to help u.but even a simple request like meeting u or going back with u, u have to think abt it.is that too much to ask? after all the help i offered.now friends can't even go back together huh..? it's like we're slowly drifting apart and all i wanted was to have a good friend.someone i could share my day with, someone to keep me company if need be.but it seems like u're never there when i need someone.i don't know man..sometimes i wonder if u're just using me to help u get what u want.it feels like u only look for me when u need help with smth, other than that u try to stay away from me as much as possible.sometimes i wonder if i'm just a substitute.well, it sure seems like it.maybe somethings i say here will hurt u.but if i don't say them, i would be the one hurting.and that feeling sucks.maybe u never realised what u're doing to me, maybe u don't know.it feels like u're treating me like how that "someone" treated u, not replying u, not wanting to meet u and all that.except that for me, i got no one to talk to this abt.i guess u just don't know..or maybe i'm just thinking too much.i don't know...u tell me..

ome:

beach soccer was great and fun as well.but we didn't play very well.started really shaky at the beginning, built up as we played more but i guess we just didn't play together long enough..

hook'd was actually quite successful and it was fun too.beach soccer, bossa ball, band competition, free coke (although it was coke zero, tastes kinda bad), beach babes, the sun, the sand and the sea..

hmm, what have i been doing the past few weeks? oh ya...after hook'd i went home to get the car.drove to dhoby for the first time with denan, darren, kenneth and vincent.went to catch a midnight movie, hellboy 2.

the following week, drove to dhoby again and i parked at exactly the same lot i parked the week before in plaza singapura.can't rmb the lot number though..but it was on the 4th floor.went to catch a midnight movie again.this time with denan, desiree, fatin, zaid and jianyao.we watched the dark knight.man, i gotta say this..one of the best movies ever..

drove to simpang for supper on one of the days last week with the usual company including some others.had a gd laugh with kenneth's story-telling session..

was looking forward to this saturday for denan's birthday celebration.but he didn't manage to book a chalet or a bbq pit..hahaha.dude, not everything can be done last min u know? it doesn't always work out that way..hahaha.btw, if any of u didn't know..denan is my best buddy.he's like my brother from a different mother.maybe i'll be the first to wish him an advanced happy 19th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUNDEK! you're getting old..but we're brothers for life man.rmb, i always got your back.take care yo...
p.s. ratna, take good care of him will u? hahah(:

alright, i guess i'll end here.maybe i'll return after a week or 2..or maybe tmr.hahah

i love the 'sun'.i miss the way she calls me.
thursday, please come quickly.if it's the third time, it ought to mean smth.and i've decided.the next time i see u by coincidence, i'm gonna go up to u and say whatever i gotta say.

recorded at 9:18 PM

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