11 July 2008
another fucked up friday
WAZZAH!
it's another fucked up friday.looking forward to the beach soccer tournament at sentosa tmr though.hope we can play properly and win tmr and may the days get better..
i seriously don't understand why.u used to reply all the time and we could msg like non-stop.damn, i miss those days..now it seems like u don't even bother to reply sometimes.always giving the same reason.when u needed someone i was always there for u, but when i just need someone to talk to, u're nowhere to be found.it feels as though u're just using me.when u need someone to be there for u, u look for me.but other than that u can't even be bothered about me.everytime i receive your msg, no matter how fucking busy i am i would always reply u first before going back to whatever i was doing.i always say that soccer is my life and i can even reply u while playing soccer.i'm always checking my phone, wondering if u replied even though i know my phone didn't ring.all i ask for is that u reply my msg.even if its after a few hours or damn long, at least reply my msg? is that too much to ask? feeling so unappreciated.always treat people so nicely but its not even appreciated.sometimes i wonder why i still do this.when i need someone to talk to, i always think that i could go to you, but you never seem to be there..ohh well, i guess i'll never understand what's going through your mind.
recorded at 8:33 PM
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