24 June 2008

such a fool

WAZZAH!

anyone got 20bucks and a saturday to spare? let me know alrights..thanks(:

i screwed up today.i don't know what i'm doing.maybe not being able to see u for so long is getting to me.i know that u need your own space sometimes and i can't always wanna meet u,msg u or whatever.missing u too much,just wanted to meet u.nxt time if u tell me not to wait, i won't.sorry for being stubborn and waiting like a fool.i guess it was too much, i won't make u irritated like that again,i won't do it again.being so stubborn all the time isn't the way either.i realised that now.sorry, oliver is such a fool.please forgive me(:

take the light and darken everything around me
call the clouds and listen closely i'm lost without you
call your name every day when i feel so helpless
i've fallen down but i'll rise above this, rise above this

recorded at 8:52 PM

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