13 May 2008
karma
WAZZAH!!!
been lazy for the past dunno how many days (lost count).suddenly got the urge to blog because i'm feeling kinda fucked up right now.
i think the talk about karma from david phua and vincent is seriously getting to me.even my favourite show, my name is earl talks about karma all the time..all that bullshit about doing good things and good things will happen to u, vice versa..might sound like bullshit but who knows? it might even be true..hmm, have i did anything good recently? maybe more bad than good..the small little things u do that others consider good might not be good enough for the people who distributes karma around.are there even anybody that distributes karma??? okay, too much of this karma talk..
wanted to go for rock climbing camp..but ended up only going for the nightwalk.as a "ghost" again.it's already the fourth time i'm scaring people during nightwalk.it starts out fun at the beginning but starts to get boring after many groups pass your station..and lesser people gets scared by you.and i still remember denan getting kicked by the very first pair of guys he scared.IT'S FUCKING FUNNY I TELL YOU.HAHAHA..still remember his reaction.
and this is where the karma part comes in.i think scaring so many people for nightwalks has accumulated quite abit of bad karma and it's all starting to go against me.and of course plus all the other bad things that i've done over the years..
#1: my leg has been itching since the nightwalk, feels like a freaking ghost possesed my freaking leg.my right ankle is filled with mosquito bites that it's swollen and i can't find my ankle.and the itch wont stop..it's been days..
#2: been feeling really tired and lazy to study and go to sch since FYP started.it's really taking a toll on me.moreover, i've got no motivation to study anymore.i just feel so tired and hopeless.i thought mech3 was easy at the beginning of sch but it's week 5 now and i dont understand a shit..i'm so gonna screw up this semester, big time.i got no freaking idea what's OM, AVS, ACS and mech3 is about..like totally!
#3: yesterday, my shoes which is still quite new (bought it before CNY for only $19.90!!!) sorta burst open and it looks fucking pathetic, but luckily it can still be worn.HOPEFULLY for a few more days until i get a new pair.
#4: my w960 is spoilt because of the fall it suffered yesterday.i only realised that it wont speak or sing anymore today when i noticed that there was no sound when it rang..my w960 is mute..i didn't know the speakers were so fragile..and my alarm didn't ring in the morning, luckily i had a backup alarm clock that rang instead.
#5: FUCK! my ny-mafia account by the name of Anything got killed on 13th may 2008 @ 11+pm.i was just a peaceful ranker and i didn't do noone no harm..why did i get capped? i was rank 32 damnit! the highest i ever went..and i was the third highest rank in the game...that kinda made me feel alot worst.all my efforts wasted.
#6: can't seem to sleep at night.been sleeping really really late nowadays.even though there's noone to chat with online or talk to on the phone.she's busy watching a cinderella story or maybe she's asleep.1,2,3 sleep! hahaha.btw, i hope you won't be angry with me for not telling u.....i just thought it'd be better if u didn't know.i'm sorry.
i hope nothing bad happens tmr.i hope nothing else spoils tmr.i can't take it anymore.hahaha.all this karma bullshit.maybe i should make a list of all the bad things i've done and try to make up for it.just like jason lee in my name is earl.that'd be cool, won't it?
and i've decided to get a haircut one day this week.my hair is seriously in a mess every time and its too thick.it's starting to look ugly..and maybe all the bad karma is stuck in my hair..besides, "jessica alba" asked me to cut my hair (obviously a fake that insists she's the real deal).she even has a Juiced2 profile in my PSP.hahaha.karen also says i should get a haircut, so i should listen to her..sorry denan, i can't keep my hair until the day u get it cut..by then i think i could hide my whole timbuk2 bag in my hair.dont need to sling it around my shoulders anymore.
goodluck to denan for tmr.he might "pop the question"..hahaha.ohh man...so many couples around me, makes me wonder if it will ever be my turn.damn...yellowpages and her puppy, ah beng and his psychotic hamster, reeve and clare, asyiq and firah, denan and ratna.gdluck to all u couples out there, may your relationships last forever(if possible).
i guess that's all i gotta update for now..another time perhaps.when i'm not feeling lazy..
if u're the one for me, then when will it be?
recorded at 11:56 PM
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