28 May 2008
damn,what's with all these emo people?
WAZZAH!!!
damnit..the days just keep getting worse.mech3 is finally over but it doesn't feel shiok at all.was supposed to do fyp but ended up going to cityhall.i regretted..fucking hell.what's with all these emo people? there was this emo vibe that somehow affected me..fucking sian.why do people still emo when they have someone who cares for them and spend time with them? hmm,i wonder..i want also don't have sia.getting damn sick of all this shit..school,fyp...BLAH BLAH BLAH!! RARH!!!
it's been 5 days.damn,i seriously miss u.can't stop thinking about u.keep checking my phone every few mins to see if u replied even though i know my phone didn't ring.maybe talking to me doesn't cheer u up anymore..cos i'm a dull, boring and lifeless zombie..hahh.always act like i'm okay,but i guess it's all fake.somehow the gloomy feeling is still there and it comes back in the end.
IT'S FUCKING RANDOM, DON'T BOTHER READING.feeling the emo vibe..
emo is taking over..again..
keeps happening to me..
this is fucking pissing me off..
can't stop feeling this way..
i think i need help..
what's wrong with me..
don't know what's happening..
confusing myself as usual..
producing random sentences..
makes no sense at all..
i lie awake because i'm scared..
tmr might not be the same..
don't wanna lose u..
i wished you'd be mine..
don't know what i'm typing..
thinking too much..
being too paranoid..
got no idea what's what..
if i had just one wish..
take emo away for good..
don't want it to affect me..
it's fucking making me pissed..
i miss you like crazy..
what the hell is all this crapp..
when u're with me..
don't know what i'm doing..
don't know what i'm talking..
don't know what i'm thinking..
getting lost in this maze..
fucking sick and tired of sch..
fucking fyp is so fucking sian..
emo/pissed at the same time..
just being fucking random..
recorded at 9:18 PM
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