19 March 2008
fucked up
WAZZAH!!!
i still have to do that, even though i'm not in the mood..because every post has to start with that.
it's been quite a while since there was an emo post..this is an emo one.read at your own risk.
i guess it's just a case of thinking too much.all of that just happened to be a coincidence.nothing more, nothing less.i should have known all along..
fuck man..i seriously hate my life sometimes.i wonder when will it really get better..what's the fucking use of having loads of stuff that money can buy when u can't even get something as simple as that, when u can't even enjoy the simple pleasures in life?
its a bad omen.i've been either meeting or hearing about fucked up assholes like that..first, there was this fucking flooder..just fucking go to hell.then there was this "ride on the grass" fucker, just die or something already.now there's this fucked up bloody fucker who scolds his gf when she goes to meet him to give him a surprise..i can't believe such assholes exist.u don't deserve a girl like her..life just isn't fair, it never is.fuck man..
i don't even know why u still wanna be with him when he treats u like a fucking piece of crapp.u deserve so much better, so much more..and i wish there was something i could do.but sadly, all i can do is stand by and watch..
recorded at 12:03 AM
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