27 February 2008

a promise to myself

WAZZAH!!!

i hope work will be like that everyday.morning to afternoon stay in the office and do alil bit of stuff.then had to do alil bit of travelling.went to funan to check out the prices of some stuff,smth like doing a survey.went back to the office at 1+ almost 2.did alil bit more stuff at the office and soon it was time to go home..time passes faster this way.it beats going to the booth or staying in the office all day long.

i've made a promise to myself.as of today, i'll not disclose those information to anyone and i'll keep everything a secret.i guess reeve was right.i should not talk so freely about this kinda stuff and keep quiet about it.and it won't sound nice if she reads and finds out.my mind is kinda in a mess, it has always been..and i'll never understand why i keep doing this to myself.it's time for a change and i hope it's for the better..thanks guys.all that has finally made me realised my mistake.if someone really means so much to me, i shouldn't be saying what i said and doing what i did.i don't wanna risk my friendship with her.so as of now, hopefully i'm a changed man..

this song has been stuck in my head since yesterday..you guys should take a listen.i wanna be a rockstar too..thats the life man..

Rockstar By Nickelback

I'm through with standing in line
To clubs I'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want)

I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me
(Yeah, so tell what you need)

I'll need a.. a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
(Been there done that)

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
(So how you gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

[CHORUS]
Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and
Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blonde hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary of
Today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
Drug dealer on speed dial, well
Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar
Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
(I'll have the quesadilla, ha ha)

I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
(So how you gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair
And change my name

[Chorus]

I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
From a Pez dispenser
Get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip synch 'em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

[Chorus]

recorded at 11:54 PM

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26 February 2008

okay, that's it..

WAZZAH!!!

fuck lah you all.tag until like that..
thanks guys.you're all being VERY helpful..
i just think she's a nice friend to hang out with because she's really funny..

come on man, i still blog abt you guys..see the long post? some of your names are inside there..if it isn't in there means i haven't seen you for quite a few days..and no, obviously i haven't forgotten about all of you.

because it's not too late, it's never too late

recorded at 10:43 PM

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25 February 2008

you never fail to make me laugh(:

WAZZAH!!!

lavender is a bad place to work.in the morning you'll have trouble alighting and in the evening you'll have trouble boarding.

today is a happy day..because work was slack.spend the whole day at the office instead of selling stuff at the booths.and you never fail to make me laugh.hahaha(: everything you do, no matter how clumsy, cute or funny, it just makes me laugh.you're one funny girl.you made my day(:

if i had more time, i spend it all with you.
cause this is real, and this is good..

recorded at 9:35 PM

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24 February 2008

haven't blogged in a few days

WAZZAH!!!

have been quite lazy after work.once i reach home from work, i will just wait for dinner and go to sleep after eating.working life seriously sucks.it makes u so tired that when u go home, u just won't feel like doing anything else but sleep.especially if u're doing a job u seriously don't like at all.and u don't have a choice.

alright,let's go back to thursday.it was a boring day at work as usual.but something stupid happened.the van broke down not once but twice, and it couldn't be started up again.so we had to push the stupid van until the engine could be started.i was pushing the van with a 40 year old colleague at first.he wasn't even doing much of the pushing.but i'm quite satisfied with myself for being able to push the van and get it started up.and it was also good exercise.but because of this, i was 20 mins late for my driving lesson at eunos.and i was still charged 33 bucks for the 1 and a half hours.driving was routine like always.and there was this noob learner driver that i had to follow for abt 15 to 20 mins.and just when i lost my patience and decided to overtake him, i changed to the right lane and was gonna step the pedal to go ahead.just before i did that, he signalled to the right as well, wanting to change lane.and i decided not to give way to him so i stepped the pedal.then my instructor was like, "nono! give way to him!" and thanks to that lousy driver, i had to drive at snail's pace for the next 10 mins.what a waste of time man...

friday, i put a fake blog link on my msn pm ytd.it was itissupposedtobeblank.blogspot.com.was intending to see who would go take a look then ask me why isn't there anything.hahah.so on the way to NUS weiying told me that she actually went to take a look.hahaha.sorry weiying, i know u trust me alot but i didn't mean to trick u.it actually wasn't supposed to be for u.and i wouldn't want to trick u either(: hahaha.the van broke down again..luckily it was in the afternoon this time.and not when it was time to go home.so we managed to get it started again,this time with much ease.another boring day at work, although it wasn't as bad as wednesday or thursday.ate ramly burger 3 days in a row for lunch.damn, its delicious.weiying wanted to get one on wednesday but didn't had time to.and she couldn't buy on thursday and friday either because she wasn't at the ramly place.poor girl..i shall buy one for u the next time(: the boss gave me a lift to lavender mrt after work, while she went to buona vista mrt station and headed home.went to tampines to meet miswan, denan and fatin for some bullshit sessions and slacking..had a good laugh again like always.and there was the joke of the day..."RADZIF!" hahahaha.u guys know why...saw firdaus BMI and syafiq there as well.it's been a long time man..hope u guys are still doing alright.BMI has already started his 2 years of NS while syafiq is still in TPJC.alright man, nice seeing u guys.and just wanna say thanks to pohhsian for passing NFS pro street to me.

saturday, tried pro street.not as good as expected but it's still quite okay.went to the UOB at tampines to get my NETS card remade..was surprised that the bank was quite empty.so i was at the counter waiting for my new card.the lady serving me was kinda stupid...i asked her if there was any requirement to apply for the UOB debit card and she said, "you must earn 18,000 a month." and i gave up asking after that..i don't think she knows anything.then i had to transfer to another counter to get my card replaced.so this lady was even worse..my spoilt card and the new card was on the table.she picked up one card and said, "okay, i'll destroy your card." then she immediately snipped it into half with the scissors.guess what??? she snipped the NEW CARD into half! HAHAHA.then she was like, "OH NO! wrong card!" and i was like...u were too fast, i couldn't stop u.whats happening to the UOB staff man? after getting my new card, denan happened to be at tampines mall already.so i met up with him and we headed to cheers to get some stuff before going to simei to meet fatin.the cheers person was also acting weird.she asked if i needed a bag and i clearly said, "No, don't need." the next thing i knew, she took out a bag and put the stuff in..so many ppl acting weirdly today.after meeting fatin, we headed to hmv and citylink because fatin wanted to use her 30 bucks hmv voucher to buy headphones..and we saw some cool band t-shirt designs.so we decided to go to pennisula to get some.i got 2 new t-shirts.black as usual...one bullet for my valentine T and one funeral for a friend T.lunch at LJS after that.headed to school to help with the FO props stuff.had a good laugh again and acted crazy for abit.we also went to IKEA to get some club stuff and the 1.70 hotdog+ soft drink.mango ice kacang at anchor point koufu..and zaid denan fatin tohlin and jianyao were asking me questions and answering it themselves.so all i had to do was keep quiet and eat my ice kacang.went back to club to paint the props and clean up a lil..

GL training next saturday..

should stop now, i'm lazy to type anymore..

recorded at 12:20 AM

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19 February 2008

lame and tired

WAZZAH!!!

yet another boring day at work..travel from east to central in the morning, from central to west in the afternoon and from west to east in the evening.it's getting tiring and boring.luckily there's still weiying to keep me company from central to west.and there's still the other option, psp.if not, i would have died on the mrt or something..work is seriously so boring without you.hahah(:

ccccccccccc oooooooooooooo wwwwwwwwwww

something funny happened today.i was at NTU when my liaison officer called.he said, "where are you? i'm at lavender and why is the place closed?" HAHAH wth...he didn't even know that my job requires quite a bit of traveling around and he didn't even say he was coming down.so the lesson of the day is 'please inform somebody if you're going somewhere'.hahaha..i still can't believe he went to lavender to visit my workplace without even informing first.and he sure sounded lost when i told him i was at NTU.mr loh, i hope you'll find me the next time.like playing hide-and-seek only..hahaha

as you can see, work is driving me nuts and i'm going crazy over you.wheeeeeeeeee..hahaha


some random pics of the Sentosa chalet


just trying out some somersaults.lol


pictures of you, pictures of me, remind us all of what we could have been.

recorded at 8:24 PM

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18 February 2008

i work from 7 30 am to 8 30 pm

WAZZAH!!!

i spend a maximum of 13 hours a day outside, as part of my job..i leave home at 7 30am and i only reach home at 8 30pm.first it was lavender, then NUS, now its NTU..how much further am i going to go? tmr go JB isit? hahaha..it's alright.at least the company during work isn't all that bad.after doing the usual stuff in the office, the 4 of us, kenny, pohhsian, weiying and me had to get to NTU by public transport because there was only one van today..so i challenged pohhsian to 2 winning eleven matches.i lost the first one by 1 - 0, which was a penalty.and we didn't have enough time to finish the second match, but it was 0 - 0 when we stopped.and work was as usual...i am getting bored of sales and fixing hard disk.

after work, weiying and me were lazy to find our way out of NTU so we cabbed to jurong point.and it was my first time there..sorry,it's because i am an east-sider.hahaha.so we walked around for abit cause weiying needed to get shampoo and hairband..some parts of JP looks like parkway.weiying tried to act like some tour guide cause it's my first time at JP and we were walking past jean yip, then she said, "this is jean yip." hahaha.okay...like duh.but thanks, you make me smile(: and u don't have to blame yourself for me going home late.i rather accompany a friend than go home early(: so no worries man...

work as usual tmr.it's gonna be boring.tiring too.until then..

recorded at 9:32 PM

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17 February 2008

a new luge champion

WAZZAH!!!

saturday is set as the luge race day.hopefully every saturday or at least once a week we'll have time for a luge race.the best time for a luge race is definitely at night..and we found out that there's the one or two hours unlimited rides for 25 or 35 bucks, which might actually be quite worth it.but then again, we might get bored racing 5 or more times in a row..denan was missing from today's race.he couldn't be here because of his mum or smth..miswan is still recovering from injury..jianyao might get grounded again if he keeps going out..and i don't know where's asyiq..hahah

TODAY IS THE DAY WHERE A NEW LUGE CHAMPION IS CROWNED!

before the race, there's always the skyride up.nice view as usual..especially at night.the view is seriously awesome.will take a pic the next time, if i rmb.the guy at the luge place see us until sian already..hahaha.so first we had to get our hands stamped with the huge word 'LUGE'.then we would line up after the station to get into position..then the race begins..i was blocking amron at the start until after the first turn he disappeared.and i just sped down until the final stretch, the bridge.zaid was closely trailing me and i started to block his path as well.he was quite close to me and i was afraid he was gonna overtake..luckily for me he didn't and i crossed the finish line first.hahaha.after finishing the race.i couldn't see amron behind until after a while..then i realised that while i was blocking him, he went onto the grass and got stuck.thats why he disappeared.the reigning champion of 4 races finally lost..and better still, he got LAST! hahahaha.thanks to me, everyone else won him, which includes, zaid, eugene, reeve, tohlin and clare.ohh well, sorry amron..try harder next time.

after the hard fought race, we returned to vivo and slacked for abit..hope the rest can join us for the next luge race.

till next time...

recorded at 12:40 AM

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16 February 2008

mm add

WAZZAH!!!

its the 5th day of work..and i thought it was gonna be just another boring day.but there was a change in plans.i was supposed to stay at the office instead of going to the booth.so the rest when to the booth while the boss and me stayed in the office..i was asked to test all the card readers.and it was actually much more slack and less tiring then going to the booth.the time actually passed faster testing the card readers than doing sales at the booth.i wouldn't mind staying in the office for the rest of my 2 months ITP.although we won't be together all day, but at least for a few hours.so i tested the card readers till abt 4+ and had to go to a school in woodlands and then NUS to load the booth stuff into the van.the traveling part of work is actually quite fun.cause there isnt work to be done in the van and i get to sit at the back..hahaha.after loading all the stuff we had to head to clementi for dinner.the boss was treating.i just have to say this..if she wasn't working there as well, i would definitely die of boredom during ITP.a really nice person to have for company, without her ITP would be seriously boring.hahaha.i guess i'll have to somehow thank the ITP allocation lecturers for that.for not letting me go to the company alone.at least the company ppl are still quite nice.but the job seriously sucks..

after dinner at clementi, i had to go to raffles town club for the MM ADD.went to cityhall to meet denan.i'm quite amazed by how he always manages to find us even without calling or sms-ing.he says its a SWATGOD skill.hahaha.*sneeze* "bullshit!" so we went to newton to take a cab to the place.and we were so unlucky to get this fucking noob taxi driver.he didnt even know where the place was and he kept asking us how to go.if i knew how to go i wouldn't be taking the freaking cab, would i?! or better still, i would be the one driving the freaking cab.so he made stupid detours and got lost..cheated our money as well.and finally got to the place.as if we weren't late enough.and the fastest way to get to the place was just to make a u-turn and go straight..

i seriously regretted going for ADD..the ambience was nice and the set-up was kinda cool.but the programme kinda sucked and the food wasn't so gd.maybe it was just because i was already feeling kinda moodless there..wasted my money..shouldnt have gone in the first place.i knew that it was gonna happen and i still went..i told u guys from the beginning but all of u insisted i should go.sorry guys for spoiling the mood.but i feel damn uncomfortable when she's around..thats all..

spent alot of money yesterday at seoul garden with the 3 crazy seoul garden whores...hahaha.28 bucks for that.30 bucks for the ADD.gonna be broke again..

wish me luck..7 more weeks to go(:

recorded at 1:31 AM

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12 February 2008

another boring day at work

WAZZAH!!!

damn, my ITP is seriously fucking boring...we definitely spend more than half the time doing nothing.either sitting around, walking around or eating.maybe like from 8 30 to 6 we only really do work for abt 4 hours if we add everything up.might as well just ask us to go to work from 8 30 to 12 30?

okay, i learnt how to assemble the hard disk with the casing..WOW, what an accomplishment...-.- today was seriously boring..i even fell asleep while sitting on the chair.thats how sad my job is...

according to reeve's advice..i should keep quiet.hahaha.okay, thats what i'll do.anyways, gdluck to denan.i think his parents found out.hope nothing bad happens..oh ya, not forgetting.i wanna say thanks to miswan for sabo-ing me on the phone..and tohlin for sabo-ing me by asking me to go to club..hahaha =P

here's 2 random pics to prove that the SENTOSA LUGE rocks.


now...for the video.special thanks to miswan for doing a wonderful editing job of the video.i think it's kinda cool.so check it out..proudly brought to you by MMEC SP

recorded at 9:04 PM

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11 February 2008

first day of ITP

WAZZAH!!!

it was the first day of ITP today.supposed to start at 8 30am...so went to lavender early in the morning and had a lil difficulty finding the place.when i finally found it..it still wasn't opened.so i decided to call the supervisor.guess what he said? he said..."sorry, we didn't have your contact number so we couldn't inform you that today we start at 11am." WOW, thanks ah...could have like called the liaison officer or smth to get the number.and because of that i had to wait 2 hours plus at the ulu place, while playing my psp.so at 10+ i went back to the shop and waited.then i saw this girl..she was there in the morning too.and she was there again at 10+.then she asked me if i was from SP and whether i was here for the attachment.hahaha.then i realised, ohh i'm not the only one attached to this company.and i thought i was...she's from the school of business and sports club.her name is weiying.if u happened to read this. HI, WEIYING!(: at least i won't be bored and lonely now.hahah.so basically we followed the people to NUS to set up the booth thing.and it has totally nothing to do with my course.so yeah, it sucks...but it ain't so bad after all(: so we spent half the day slacking away..and there wasnt much to do at the booth also.so we were basically rotting away.after work, we were sent to dover mrt and weiying went home.i was about to go home when i realised that miswan, fatin and some others were still in sch..so i decided to go look for them.ended up going to commonwealth for LJS.then it was time to go home...let's hope there will be interesting things to do tmr.

will upload the swatgod prank later.when miswan comes online to send me the video.he edited it already.hahaha

recorded at 9:37 PM

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09 February 2008

crushed by a bus, just like my heart

WAZZAH!!!

only got 38 bucks yesterday.went out for a movie with denan, eugene, toh, zaid and jianyao.we hang around at marina square and orchard until 1 30 for the movie, cj7.it was kinda funny at first but halfway through i just gave up and fell asleep.hahaha.not the first time though.

something funny happened.at the bus stop near cineleisure.my wallet dropped onto the road while i was trying to put it in my pocket.it dropped right in front of the bus' back wheel.luckily i stopped jianyao from picking it up.cause the bus was about to move off.his hand would have been gone by the time the bus left.so...the wallet got ran over by the bus.and alot of the cards inside got either broken or bent.my nets card got a big crack across it.my IC and EZ link cards are still intact.and i thought i lost my admin card, but it was actually stuck in the wallet slot.half of it actually.the other half must have dropped after i picked up the wallet.so i only got half an admin card left.hahaha.cool sia..the power of an SBS bus.

yeah, i guess u never cared.i still like you like no tomorrow.and whatever you just said hurts like hell.but i guess it doesn't matter, cause u never cared...

just in case u wanted to know.u were never a substitute.i was serious about u from the very beginning.but u never gave me the chance.

recorded at 11:11 AM

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07 February 2008

happy new year

WAZZAH!!!

the first day of chinese new year was notbad.woke up early to kick-start the visiting routine.collected quite alot of red packets and it added up to a total of 382 bucks.notbad for the first day.more to come for tomorrow and saturday i hope.more visiting and visitors tomorrow.

recorded at 9:50 PM

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06 February 2008

we are ISLANDERS!

WAZZAH!!!

it's been a long time since the last update.had chalet with the mmec ppl and amron from monday to wednesday.it would have been good if not for a few fucked up stuff happening.laughed like hell during crapp talking sessions.but somehow i didn't really laughed much.maybe if she didn't come everything would have been better.had LUGE races with amron, denan, eugene, miswan, zaid and jianyao.2 day races and 1 night race.the night race definitely owns because you can't really see much of the track.amron and me even went out of the track onto the grass area.the sentosa LUGE rocks man.especially if u're an ISLANDER! hahaha.i feel so weak in sentosa without my islander card.its only 5 bucks per ride.LUGE is gonna become a weekend activity for MMEC and amron from today onwards.the hut is seriously small.two double decker beds and a small alley in between.but it's good in a way that you won't really wanna spend alot of time in it.meaning that you will wanna be out of the place for most of the time.we did cannonballs after cannonballs at the pool during the day and played "volleyball" at the beach.took a really long time to reach like 14 consecutive volleys.hahah.when the pool was closed at night, the SWATGODS decided to make a stunt video.will upload it after miswan edits it.hahaha.it will be cool.so look out for it guys.will upload the pics and videos on a later date.if u're interested in more MMEC videos.go to www.youtube.com and search under SP MMEC or just MMEC.maybe i'll stop smoking.cause the feeling isn't as shiok anymore.and it doesn't ease the pain already.cause it's too much..

overall, the LUGE races were the best(: p.s. amron, we're gonna beat you.just you wait.

and here is one of my birthday pics.


thats the girl i care so much about.but she probably hates me.just so you know,i really cared so much about you, but it seems like things just won't work out this way.i wished we could go back to how it was.but nothing lasts forever.all i wanted was for you to be happy.but i guess you'll be happier when i'm not anywhere near you.

everything in blue in this blog is for you.this was supposed to be a happy entry.but i guess it isn't.

the sentosa trip would have been so much more enjoyable if those things didn't happen.abt that msg.i was just asking where you went as a friend.i wasn't expecting a report of any kind.and you definitely don't have to report a thing to me.cause it doesn't matter anymore.well, it seems like you did all those things on purpose to prove your point.but you didn't have to go to that extreme.cause i got your point damnit.first was the phonecall.you purposely made it so obvious that it was a guy that you were talking to.second, you just had to invite him over didn't you.and not only that, you had to purposely sleep on amron's shoulders, right in front of me.i wasn't even intending to do anything after i told you the truth.you seriously didn't have to go to this extreme to hurt me.i guess you will never understand how much it hurts.felt like blades piercing through my heart, tearing it apart.cause all you ever do is hurt me.i wish we could be so much more than friends.but it seems like you don't even wanna be friends anymore.if that's the case, i hope you'll just stay away.maybe it's better for the both of us this way.there's no one else that affects my mood like you do.i guess you should know why i've been emo everytime you're around.everytime i'm happily talking to the rest, you just have to show up and spoil my mood.thanks yeah? all i wanted was to feel appreciated by you, for all the little things i did for you.but i guess i never got a thankyou of any sort.ohh well,it's not like everyone gets appreciated by the things they do.i just wish you knew how much i cared about you.and how much it hurts when you did all those things during the last 3 days.it seriously hurts like hell.i don't know why you keep doing this to me.this isn't exactly the best way to make me give up on you.i guess everyone deserves a chance but it seems like i won't be getting any.i wished things wouldn't have to turn out this way.if i could go back in time to take away something from my past, it would be getting to know you. i guess we should just stay away from each other from now onwards.

i don't even know whether i love or hate you anymore.i'm in a mess, like totally.i don't know what i'm feeling anymore.i don't know what's going through my head, let alone yours.

recorded at 9:21 PM

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fighter

• Name: Oliver Jamie Lim
• Occupation: army boy
• Age: 20
• D.O.B: 13.01.89
• Contact: mynameisliver@hotmail.com

headcount

band

Like A Knife - Secondhand Serenade

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records

January 2008

• February 2008
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• July 2008
• August 2008
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• October 2008
• November 2008
• February 2009
• April 2009
• May 2009
• June 2009
• September 2009
• November 2009
• November 2010

radar

• Charmaine
• Christina
• Clare
• Denan
• Desiree
• Din
• Farhan
• Fatin
• HuiShan
• JingYun
• Jolene
• Karen
• Kenneth
• Khalis
• Maureen
• Miswan
• Ratna
• Reeve
• TohLin
• Zaid

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