25 January 2008

so lost without you

WAZZAH!!!

fuck it.still haven't gotten my attachment yet.almost everyone else has already gotten theirs.

first up, aircraft structures and repairs.it wasn't as bad as i expected.at least i knew how to answer quite a few questions.the rest looked familiar but i couldn't seem to remember what the answer was.ohh well.i think i just might be able to do well.maybe 60+, 70.hahah.

finished the paper at abt 10+ and had to wait till 3pm for soccer with amron and his friends.so denan and me slacked in club until amron came abt 11+.more SWATGODS crapp talking sessions.all thanks to amron, the 3 of us are going around saying, "SUCK MY COCK AH!" or "SUCK MY COCK FIRST THEN I TELL YOU!" to each other whenever we ask or say smth. hahaha.the lame shit that the SWATGODS do.but it doesnt matter though,cause we'll still laugh anyways.amron and denan are 2 funny dudes..

okay, soccer time.at abt 3+ we started to play street soccer.and guess what? there were only 5 of us altogether.and the rest nvr came.its been a long time since i played soccer and i was waiting eagerly.but it turned out that there weren't enough ppl to even play a game.ohh well, next time i guess..

woah, where did all those hot girls come from? hahah.the amount of good-looking girls in pasir ris is increasing.went to white sands for a while cause denan wanted to get the earphones cushion thing.and there were interesting things to see.. ^^

i dunno why but i just can't get you off my mind.everytime when im feeling okay, all it takes is one thought of you..
but you seem so much happier when i'm not around..i don't know why you're doing this to me.but i wish i could know why, i wish you would tell me why.if u didn't like me in the first place why didn't you mind being so close to me? and now it's like i don't even exist anymore.it actually hurts so badly but you just don't seem to notice.i would do anything to go back to how it was.anything at all.your mind is a freaking maze and mine is a freaking mess.i'm so lost without you.i don't even know what i'm doing anymore.the things you do to me.the things i'd do for you.i might seem happy and all but the truth just sucks..

if staying away from you would take away the pain, i wouldn't mind doing it all over again.

recorded at 8:21 PM

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